If you travel along the path of working with Spirit you will need dedication and commitment, without these you will soon wander off your chosen path and lose your way. It is important that you ask yourself if you have a need to work with spirit or just a want. If you need to work with spirit then that inner resolve and drive will take you through all difficulties Without that need you will soon crumble and give up.
Susan and I will never push you to develop or go this way or that. We will rarely, if ever, try to talk you out of any decision you make to leave a group or give up the work.
You must look for purpose in what you do. If you seek the purpose behind what you do you will add to the strong foundation you are building. Purpose is an essential ingredient, once you find the purpose of what you do you will be well on the way to understanding what you do. Understanding what you do is important because one day you will be in a position to pass the information on to someone else. You will also be able to understand the next thing you have to learn.