If you travel along the path of working with Spirit you will need dedication and commitment, without these you will soon wander off your chosen path and lose your way. It is important that you ask yourself if you have a need to work with spirit or just a want. If you need to work with spirit then that inner resolve and drive will take you through all difficulties Without that need you will soon crumble and give up.
Susan and I will never push you to develop or go this way or that. We will rarely, if ever, try to talk you out of any decision you make to leave a group or give up the work. This is to ensure that realise it is your responsibility to control your development. It is far too easy to blame spirit for your lack of progress, when it is you holding things up, you have to make the effort to try to communicate with spirit. If you try you have succeeded if you do not try, if you give up, that is failure. So to avoid failure is easy do not give up trying. If you make the effort and put in your fifty per cent then spirit will respond and put in their fifty per cent.
You must look for purpose in what you do. If you seek the purpose behind what you do you will add to the strong foundation you are building. Purpose is an essential ingredient, once you find the purpose of what you do you will be well on the way to understanding what you do. Understanding what you do is important because one day you will be in a position to pass the information on to someone else. You will also be able to understand the next thing you have to learn. Purpose will give you the impetus needed to succeed. It may be many years before you relax with the work or it may come immediately, it is not important, what is important is that your experience will help someone start to find their experience.